Since there appears to be some confusion, let me clarify that the "The Author" is a *completely different* person from me, SphynxCatVP. If I had written this article, it would have my name in the author slot, and the contact area at the bottom wouldn't have a link to someone else's website. :P
THE NEED TO FEED
So...you feel you are either a psi, or at least want to find out if you are.
Either way, you're hurting right now for some reason and you want to stop
it. The answer? Well, for the psi in you, the answer is feeding. Feeding,
for psychic vampires, is the act of taking energy from a source by using empathy;
the psychic abilities psychic vampires are born with.
Feeding allows a psi to replenish the energy they use during the day and cannot
produce on their own. When one is in need of energy (primarily pranic), they
are known as being drained. When drained, a psi-vamp will be sluggish, have
headaches, and other symptoms similar to someone who is under the weather.
SO WHAT DO I DO?
First, you need to focus. A very important note; Focusing is NOT the same
as concentrating. To focus, you want to relax. Many first timers will want
an atmosphere that is quiet and without distractions. Clear your mind and
listen to you breathing. Do this until you are fully relaxed and actually
feel a heightened sense of your surroundings. This becomes easier with practice.
It should be noted that psi's have this ability to focus naturally, and do
not need much time to do so. Keep this in mind when you try to focus and see
the results.
Once you are able to focus with ease and in more public places with people
about, you can now feed. Your first time feeding should be a person who you
can be close to without him/her noticing/caring. If possible, choose someone
with high levels of energy (either hyper, upset, angry, etc.). These people
can be fed off of and will not notice it as well as people with regular levels
of energy because you are feeding off of their excess. Once your subject has
been found, and you are focused, feel their energy about them. Feel the energy
they are giving off. It is important that you are able to feel your own energy
about you, your aura. If you are able to do these two things, then picture
the energy of your subject being drawn in by you; actually WILL the energy
to come to you.
How you take in the energy is up to you. Basically, energy moves through
the body by channels and chakras. The channels carry energy, while the chakras
are containers of major power houses of energy. Major chakras include;
- Third Eye (Bridge chakra. Located between your eyes. Also known as the
crown chakra.)
- Throat Chakra
- Heart Chakra
- Stomach Chakra
- Pelvic Chakra
There are others, but these are the ones that you should be mostly concerned
about. When you draw the energy in from your subject, you want to feel it
being brought into one of these chakras. The two chakras best for feeding
with (tallied by survey) are the Stomach and "Third Eye" chakras.
I personally use the stomach chakra.
Once you have taken in what you feel to be enough energy from your subject,
simply stop the flow. A first-time feeder may feel high, almost drugged. You'll
be in high spirits and full of pep (most cases than none, but not all). It
is important to remember that if you do indeed feel a significant difference
from feeding, that it doesn't mean you definitely psi-vamp. Keep in mind that
it could all be in your head, and that because you want it to happen so badly,
that you think it did. Try to feed for about a week, and see if the improvements
are felt throughout. Then stop feeding and see if you begin to feel drained.
This can help you in your search for answers.
HUMAN RIGHTS
I said earlier that you would want your first feed to be off of a human (nil).
This is because they are best for feeding when first learning the technique.
There are many vampires out there that feel feeding off of humans is immoral,
or they simply don't like the idea. My girlfriend (I love that sweetheart)
doesn't like to feed off of individuals, and will often feed off of other
sources with high levels of energy. Some sources include; the Earth, wind,
thunderstorms, plants, animals. All of these have energy, some more than others.
I personally enjoy feeding off of the Earth and off wind. It is advised that
you should stray from feeding off of plants and animals, for they contain
smaller levels of energy, and can become pained or even die if fed off of
too much.
To feed from these sources, you want to do the same as you did for the individual
human; focus and feel the energy of your source being drawn into you. Each
source has a different feel and "taste" to it. In fact, seasoned
psi-vamps are able to identify a person by the feel of their energy (known
as scanning). They can tell if someone is a human (nil), a psi-vamp, a sanguinarian
(blood vamp), etc. They are also able to feel what mood the person is in.
THREE'S A CROWD
Psychic vampires are able to feed from more than one subject at a time. In
fact, feeding off of crowds is encouraged. This way, you take only small amounts
from each one, while getting in more than you need. To feed from a crowd,
one of the best ways is to first make sure you're focused, and feel the energy
in the crowd all around you. Feel it swirl about as the mass moves. Then,
WILL the energy to you. Take it in as if you were putting your head in a waterfall
and letting the water rush over you. This is an excellent way to feed, and
is beneficial to both the feeder and the subjects.
For psychic vampires, feeding becomes a daily ritual. They start to do it
with ease, and consider it as normal as brushing their teeth when they wake
up in the morning (or night). ;) If you have trouble feeding, then you probably
are not a psi-vamp. Don't frown, consider yourself lucky. An addiction is
an addiction, be glad you don't have it. I suggest to any that they be reviewed
by a psychologist before even considering the possibility of being a psi-vamp
(I did myself).
~"The Author"
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